More bleeding... I honestly don't know what is worse, having it stop and letting myself think things are going to settle down, or having it start up again, throwing my whole day plan out the window. I got up to go to the washroom, looked down, and there was blood in the toilet. Not a lot, but enough to have to mention, and of course, enough to take up serious space on a pad. Ha, I have completely given up on the concept of going home. Seems rather unlikely
Today I have a killer headache. I don't think it's associated to anything other than being stressed. It's safe to say, I'm stressed.
I am already planning ahead to have some counselling sessions, because I have a very big feeling that this is all going to result in a serious case of ppd. That said, we might be so busy with our stay in the NICU that I won't have time to think about anything other than my little peanut, and my boys.
Feeling pretty crappy today, so I'm hoping the visit from Beth and Gail perks me up.
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